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| having a broken heart is like having a broken rib.. on the outside, everything looks perfect but inside, every breath is a killer. i hate feeling like this.. i'm so tired of fighting it. I still love you and no matter what anyone says, i always will. 
i want to run so far away that everyone forgets my name and you can move on with your life. you practically slaughtered my heart and now im finally done. so today, im leaving.. im getting as far away from you as i can..maybe so far that the next girl wont see the warning signs. 
we wonder why black & white photo's capture our soul. i think it's cause without color, we aren't drawn to the makeup, & the color of our eyes, or how tan our skin is. black and white captures the innocence on one's face and the hurt they've gone through to feel vulnerable. the glow we see comes from inside, brightening our eyes, our skin, and our smile. 
i'm the kind of girl who can talk to a total stranger about anything and everything, but i can't tell my best friend how much i'm hurting. i can let people know that i'm young and not worry about it, but i can't tell them how much i miss being younger. i hate not being invited to parties only cause i feel so alone, and i can't understand how i don't have many friends. i'm the kind of girl that can be easy to fall for and the kind of girl who falls easily. i'm the kind of girl who can pick herself up and i can switch my feelings in a minute. there's only one thing that i know i can't do and that's believing that i'd ever end up with you. 
There's been a lot of ups and downs, but ultimately, at the end of the day, that's what makes you who you are. We all know how to laugh, we all know how to cry, and we all know how to love. We all know heartbreak, but the world keeps on moving, and we keep moving along with it. And everything we expierience makes us realize how beautiful life truly is. 
When you truly care for someone, you don't look for faults. You don't look for answers. You don't look for mistakes. Instead, you fight the mistakes. You accept the faults and you overlook excuses. The measure of love is when you love without measure. There are rare chances that you'll meet the person you love and who loves you in return. So once you have it, don't let it go. The chance may never come your way again. 
If someone breaks your heart, just punch them in the face. Oh sure, it seems obvious now, but you'd be amazed at how many people don't think of it when it's relevent. Seriously, just punch them in the faceand go get some ice cream. 
i just cant seem to move on.. trust me, i want to. and ive tryed quite a few times.. but i think theres just, somthing. holding me back from getting where i need and want to be. 
i dont like being this weak, feeling this vulnerable, crying tears that dont need to be shed, letting you have complete and utter control over me. but i just cant help it. im in love with you. 
if you dont go after what you want, youll never get it. if you don't ask, the answer is always no. if you dont step forward, your always in the same place. 
trust me, i know how it feels. i know exactly how it feels to cry in the shower so no one can hear you, waiting for everyone to be asleep so you can fall apart , for everything to hurt so bad you just want it all to end. i know exactly how it feels. 
im not going to stress out over you anymore. it isnt worth it. i tried and maybe i didnt try hard enough, but it didnt seem to work and its exhausting. and im not saying that i dont want you, because believe me, i do. all im saying is im done chasing after you. 
be loved, but never love. attatch, but never combine. trip, but never fall. to be broken, is better than to be shattered. tell him of your stregenth, but not of your past. be trustworthy, but never trust. be cracked but never open..
throughout your life, your going to be lied to, and you're most likely going to be left out. you just have to be the bigger person about it, and take it one step at a time. 
the tears fall, but youll never see them and shell never give you the satisfaction of seeing her smile fade because even if shes not your all going to think shes strong; your never going to see her fall. 
but of course you wouldnt understand..you werent the one who fell in love or did things that you promised to yourself and others that you would not do. you arent the one with only a few friends left, but a lot of tears to keep company. your not the one hurt. so, of course you wouldnt understand. tell me youve had trouble sleeping; that you toss and turn from side to side..that its my face youve been seeing in your dreams at night. i rolled the dice, i took a chance, all to find... that you had fallen out of love with me. | | |
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 - you are something special   
The best boyfriend you'll
have isn’t the best looking,
the funniest, or the richest.
Its the one that makes
you feel gorgeous,
hilarious, and like a million
dollars. He makes sure
you know he loves you | | |
| The more you show your feelings,
the more people can find ways to hurt you.
I realize that overall, you weren't really worth it. There were moments with you that made me really happy, but majority of the time you just shut me out. That's why this summer I'll try to get over you. We might've had something really great, but I guess we'll never know. I'll never forget the good times with you, but I'll also never forget how you hurt me more than any other boy.
Messing up his life isn't the best revenge.
It`s getting on with yours and
living it to the fullest that kills him.
i saw him staring at me.
not glancing, but blatantly staring.
and i wondered if he was staring
at the wreckage he created.
or if maybe, just maybe, he regretted
ever hurting me in the first place. 
"stay in touch"
you muttered as I walked away,
not realizing that I planned on forgetting you.
because unlike you, I can't just shrug my shoulders.
because unlike me, you never even cared 
do whatever makes you happy, but do it now.
live life for the moment because everything else
is uncertain. take advantage of what is right in front of you. 
one day all of the memories,
tears, & pain will go away...
just like you did. 
she hugs him goodbye like its nothing,
while all she wants to do is hold on forever,
but she lets go, smiles, & walks away. 
Sometimes it`s hard to look in the mirror. To see that face
that everyone says is so pretty but it just looks plain to me.
Sometimes it`s easier to wake up & forget your dreams
cause life..you can`t do that. The easiest thing to do in
life is be depressed. The hardest thing to do is to get up
& say to yourself "Things will get better" even though
your never convienced by that. But it helps to pretend.
Sometimes I sit back & watch everyone cry out for
attention, & everyone else goes "Oh they`re retarded."
But I think..why go to that length to get attention? Maybe
they really need it? Sometimes, I wake up in the morning &
say to myself, "If I give up today, I promise I`ll always
get back up tomorrow & try again." Cause sometimes
trying to be a saint & sticking with the most stubborn
of people, it makes it easier to look in that mirror.
When you look at a person, any person,
remember that everyone has a story.
Everyone has gone through something that has changed them. 
There comes a time in your life when you have to keep your pain a secret,
You cant risk anyone finding out,
And not even your best friend can know,
You have to fight it yourself,
You cant get any help from anyone,
You cant risk it....
You cant risk getting even more hurt... 
Sometimes you just have to stop caring. You have to turn off all emotion & feeling, to protect yourself from getting hurt. You have to stop caring what other people think of you & be yourself. Sometimes you have to hide it all, not let anyone know how you feel or what you think. You gotta put a smile on & pretend everything is fine, even when it's not. Sometimes that's the only way to save yourself from a broken heart. 
And you kinda made me realize I'm nothing special ...
Just another girl ...
Yeah, sure ... maybe i caught your eye a few times
Made you smile ... made you laugh
But you never actually felt anything for me
At least not like i felt for you 
Seems that I'm not very happy anymore. I used to be so different than
this. It is as though when you went away, you took part of me with you. 
she says she's fine, but she's going insane.
she says she feels good, but
she's in a lot of pain.
she says it's nothing, but really it's a lot.
she
says she's okay, but really she's not. 
Because
nothing sucks
worse than feeling alone,
no matter
how many people are around. 
you want to know what living life to the fullest actually is?
it's waking up on Monday morning with no complaints.
it's knowing you always deserve to laugh. 
when everything is completely wrong and yet you dont even know why and
its one of those days when you just wish that everyone would leave you
alone and go away, yeah its one of those days when all you need is to
be left alone yet at the same time you wish someone out there would
care. It's only after you've lost everything that you're free to do
anything. 
Dry your eyes, clear your mind; you just gotta take it one day at a
time. Dust off your heart, take it off the shelf; you gotta remember to
love yourself. 
it's crazy how we always end up where we're meant to, how even the most
ironic situations eventually each you something you'd never dreamed you
were going to learn. 
&& SHE'S MAD AT HERSELF ;;
BECAUSE SHE'S NOT STRONG ENOUGH
TO SHOW YOU HOW SHE REALLY FEELS.
SHE JUST SITS THERE && SMILES,
&& PRETends EVERYTHING'S OKAY 
I believe everything happens for a reason, but I think its important to seek out that reason; that's how we learn. 
when i was in grade school, they told me to
write down what i wanted to be when i grew
up. i wrote down happy. they told me i didn't
understand the assignment. i told them they
didn't understand life. 
People dont see me for who i am but more for what i am.
there's more to me than what this smile i wear in order to
fool others into thinking that i'm alright when really the
things i keep inside are breaking me down inside and out 
Shes not like that now. She knows better.
She knows now that people lie, and promises
can be broken as quick as they're made.
She understands that she might never be loved.
she sits on her porch
alone with her headphones on
listening to depressing music.
the mascara running down her face
as she looks up at the stars
& wishes upon every one of them
that one day he would love her
as much as she loved him 
if i could show you
how much you've hurt me;;
you'd never be able to
look me in the eyes again 
and no matter how many
times you hurt her
she always ends up forgiving 
Did you ever notice that there is always
that particular line in that certain song that
always stands out in a certain way and
reminds you of that one person you can't forget? 
There hasn't been one day since you left
where I haven't fought the urge
to put you back in my life. 
It's been awhile now, since you left,
and I can't seem to shake this lonely mood
 so we`ll just pretend nothing ever
happened look the other way, but
we both know deep down that it
isn`t supposed to end this way 
It`s fine with me if that`s what you want.
I`m sorry I`m so screwed up.
I`m sorry I`m not perfect.
I`m sorry I`m not her. 
turn on the shower
lock the door
fall upon the tile
and cry once more
grab a towel
damp the sounds
don't let a soul hear
that you're breaking down. 
I just can't seem to move on;
there's something holding me back. 
I'm the type of girl who will fall for a guy she barely knows. Who will listen to a love song & see his face. Who will look for him wherever she goes. I'm the type of girl who doesn't get over things easily, who will beat herself up when someone doesn't love her back. Who will cry herself to sleep cause she feels she's not good enough. But I'm also the type of girl who's strong, who can cry her eyes out then forbid them to come back the next morning. Who will blast some old pop song & sing at the top of her lungs cause she feels like it. Who will be no one but herself. 
You have a choice. Either let him
destroy you, or get up & fight. 
It's time to move on with my life.
I've got to stop reading the same page
and continue turning the pages.
The memories are still locked in my mind,
but they're what's stopping me from living my life. 
i`m done pretending, so here goes;
no, I`m not okay with the fact that you;
broke my heart.
no, I`m not okay with the fact that we;
don`t even talk anymore.
&& to top it all off?
no, I`m not okay with the fact that I;
fell in love with you in the first place 
she knew she had to be cautious when speaking to him again,
for she had her heart on the line. with simply one wrong move,
she could surely find herself falling for that boy all over again. 
The best things in life don't happen unless you take risks. Risk yourself and throw your heart out onto the table.Be who you are and hope people accept you. If they don't, too bad. Always be real, never fake.Smile when you're happy, cry when you're sad.
Never hold emotions inside. Let yourself risk getting hurt, let
yourself try something new. follow your heart and do what you feel is right. Not what other people tell you to do. fall in love; take a chance. Hope the other person feels the same. Love is a risk. it could bring either pleasure or pain. Sometimes both. Life is a gamble, you never know what it will bring. Live in the moment, and don't dwell on the past. Find the good in everybody. Think positive, do positive. Break the rules and take a chance of getting caught 
I know in the back of my mind that life would be so much easier if I never talked to you again.
If I shut you out of my life and moved on, I could finally get over you.
But you're the only thing that makes me happy, whether it's right or wrong.
And I don't have the strength to give up on that. 
Not even your parents know you well enough
To know how well you hide your pain.
You hide it so well
Behind your pretty face
No one can ever tell
How much your feeling out of place 
And Im screaming every hurtful word that I can think of.
And whats killing me is that they dont hurt you at all.
Because you dont care what I say, you never have. 
I'm mad at myself not you. I'm mad for always being nice, apologizing
for things I didn't do, I'm mad that I got attatched. I'm mad I
depended on you and you wasted my time. && mostly I'm mad for
not hating you, I should, but I can't.
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